Saturday, April 28, 2007
i'm emoing. sorry.
self deception. darkest moments.
even if i shared no one would understand.
who would be so stupid.
no one but xiuhui. slap dumbass.
i need a compass. or someone to point in the right direction.
i want to throw the green box away.
yet i want to go two years back.
i want to have it all again.
why. someone tell me why.
and how.
sheesh.
i need someone to tell me. or change everything.
i need someone to tell me. or change everything.
god send me an angel.
i need help. badly.
before i go crazy.
Love, xiuhui
7:10 PM