i cannot believe i'm leaving on monday :O doesn't seem realistic. haha.

okay. today was boring. watching THE ROSE. no, THE ROSE is not boring, very comical, how it promotes incest releationships. spent the rest of the day wrapping welcome and farewell gifts for the winitsuksa trip. and i realise i have to bring ALOT of clothes for the ten days. serious! my whole closet is left with nada t-shirts eh. it's a calling for another session of retail therapy ^O^ haha by the way, the previous post was rather, er, not happening up there. might as well leave it to fate, like kelicia said.

my brain is stuffed with cotton, has been since the day i realised the truth, or whenever i think about this stupid issue. run run run, as fast as you can, you can't catch me cause i'm the gingerbread man!
maybe on 31st december, i really will tell you. i mean, i'm just contemplating. i'll feel alot better if i do, and MAYBE, just maybe- wishful thinking on my part, things will turn out the way i want them to! on the other hand, if things don't go as well as i want them to (which happens most of the time), i'll probably lose you even just as a friend. then my life will really, seriously, aimlessly, pointlessly, sadly, devastatingly, humiliatingly go down the drain. maybe i'm just not good enough to be in that position for you. or maybe some things just aren't meant to be. I WISH WISH WISH PRAY PRAY PRAY CROSS MY FINGERS AND PRAY AGAIN, that what i pray, for once, will come true(: but i seriously doubt it, with you being at the top of the ladder with snakes around your neck and me at the bottom with smelly feet and holes in my shoes. i mean it figuratively, but the meaning's there. nevermind, since when has god paved a nice path for me on the line of social relationships. that pretty much explains the internal freak i am. maybe i should just turn to black magic. muhahaha!

woooo, finally got it out. no one knows if the right person reads it anyway. it's not a sad or emo thing thing okay! just HWEE-LINGS AH. happy holidays to WHT! see you next next next monday xD byebye!

Hello, here's the new TOMORROW(:
quick relink!:D
Love, xiuhui.

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